Jasmine
Contacting Jasmine
Federation handle:
@jasmine@chaosfem.tw
Jasmine's Information
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pronouns |
she/her |
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class |
technically a cryptid |
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modifiers |
flirty, shifty, recondite, acute |
Jasmine's Bio
Changeling baby emerita and single mum to a preschooler. Neuroqueer relationship anarchist but being really weird about it. Toots untoot.
Jasmine's Posts
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In response to this posttry me
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In response to this posttransition selfies thread
August, 2 years! I started walking for several hours per day, for both my mental and physical health.
There are so many mornings now when I wake up, put on my old worn out glasses, go to the bathroom and see a girl in the mirror. It's so joyful! Even if it's still sometimes confusing after so many years thinking that this was impossible. It clearly isn't though. đ„°
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Here's some music I made. I'm pinning this and will update it if I publish more. I'll try naming the genresâbut I kind of consider all of it to be nu jazz.
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Hiii! #introduction (boosts welcome!)
To you queers I'm Jasmine [ÊasËmiËn], neuroqueer baby emerita and silly mum to a lovely preschooler.
Most of my life was about music, until I eventually switched to philosophy, and then to politics, and eventually to myself. There's been a bunch of special interests and uncountable hyperfixations, and I've likely moved on from more things than most approach in the first place.
I'm on a mental health journey, uncovering, recovering, untangling and rebraiding my whole life. It is really taking me places. And I love the person I'm becoming! So I post a lot of selfies, but the changes on the inside are honestly the best ones. I'm learning so much every day!! đ„°
I'm a relationship anarchist! Flirting is fun as long as everybody's reading the roomâjust don't make it weirder than me please.
Lots of love! đ
[image CW: eye contact]
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My important trans threads!
These three were pinned individually before, but I want to pin other things too, so I'm linking them instead now.
The quote that made me accept myself
On trans joy as the solution
Transitioning is an act of radical self-love
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@anyia that's a very important aspect of this question đ
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@lulu thanks! đ
the question is only whether you think it was more or less, when compared to the average cis person in general.
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In response to this postI was way more trans-positive than the average, even within my immediate social circles, which in themselves were better than the average looking at the whole spectrum.
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Trans and non-binary people only please!
In comparison to the average cis person, before I accepted that I am not cis, I was
I was way more trans-positive than the average, even within my immediate social circles, which in themselves were better than the average looking at the whole spectrum.
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I was using the android "read aloud" feature earlier, and it was kinda painful for a number of reasons.
So:
Is this solvable?
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from now on whenever someone says "can you google that" I'm gonna mishear it as "can you doodle that" and then I'll pick up my phone and do a quick drawing of whatever I imagine the answer to their question is. #auditoryProcessingDisorderJoy
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eurotypicals are all like FREUDE SCHĂNER GĂTTERFUNKEN WIR BETRETEN FEUERTRUNKEN
AN DEN BRĂSTEN ALLER BĂSEN WOLLUST WARD DEM WURM GEGEBEN yaaay đȘđș
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I want to make a sofa that's just a huge blÄhaj you snuggle up in
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Took me the entire day to get ready and go outâbut I did it!
We're 15°C short of thaw and consequently have 2 dm of snow. It's nice for a change! But with how I lost two months this summer to trauma coping, I can't help but long for it to return as soon as possible. I have so many summer clothes I never got to wear yet!
[eye contact]
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In response to this posttry me
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Here's some music I made. I'm pinning this and will update it if I publish more. I'll try naming the genresâbut I kind of consider all of it to be nu jazz.
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Jasmine
My important trans threads!
These three were pinned individually before, but I want to pin other things too, so I'm linking them instead now.
The quote that made me accept myself
On trans joy as the solution
Transitioning is an act of radical self-love
1/
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In response to this posttry me
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try me
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Hiii! #introduction (boosts welcome!)
To you queers I'm Jasmine [ÊasËmiËn], neuroqueer baby emerita and silly mum to a lovely preschooler.
Most of my life was about music, until I eventually switched to philosophy, and then to politics, and eventually to myself. There's been a bunch of special interests and uncountable hyperfixations, and I've likely moved on from more things than most approach in the first place.
I'm on a mental health journey, uncovering, recovering, untangling and rebraiding my whole life. It is really taking me places. And I love the person I'm becoming! So I post a lot of selfies, but the changes on the inside are honestly the best ones. I'm learning so much every day!! đ„°
I'm a relationship anarchist! Flirting is fun as long as everybody's reading the roomâjust don't make it weirder than me please.
Lots of love! đ
[image CW: eye contact]
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In response to this posttransition selfies thread
August, 2 years! I started walking for several hours per day, for both my mental and physical health.
There are so many mornings now when I wake up, put on my old worn out glasses, go to the bathroom and see a girl in the mirror. It's so joyful! Even if it's still sometimes confusing after so many years thinking that this was impossible. It clearly isn't though. đ„°
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In response to this posttransition selfies thread (cw: implied nudity)
July, 23 months. Time's running out on dealing with the eviction thingâbut I actually manage to fix it. âïž
Slowly beginning to get into better shape again, with lots of walking and healthier eating. Feeling more playful again after replacing much of the impending doom with rest. (So much rest.)
No matter how little exercise I got, I always had a very muscular build. There are pictures from my yeti couch potato days, when all I ever did was eat unhealthy food and sit at the computer, and I still look really strong. It's just the way my body is, whether on testosterone or not. It's been stressful because of the dysphoriaâbut this month was when HRT had finally changed me enough that I could begin appreciating it.
This is actually the first time I've been able to appreciate my own body at all, ever!
transition selfies thread
August, 2 years! I started walking for several hours per day, for both my mental and physical health.
There are so many mornings now when I wake up, put on my old worn out glasses, go to the bathroom and see a girl in the mirror. It's so joyful! Even if it's still sometimes confusing after so many years thinking that this was impossible. It clearly isn't though. đ„°
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In response to this posttransition selfies thread
June, 22 months. Had a close call and almost got evicted by the end of May, and the month that followed was pretty frustrating. Spent a lot of it in freeze mode with my mental health kind of deteriorating.
transition selfies thread (cw: implied nudity)
July, 23 months. Time's running out on dealing with the eviction thingâbut I actually manage to fix it. âïž
Slowly beginning to get into better shape again, with lots of walking and healthier eating. Feeling more playful again after replacing much of the impending doom with rest. (So much rest.)
No matter how little exercise I got, I always had a very muscular build. There are pictures from my yeti couch potato days, when all I ever did was eat unhealthy food and sit at the computer, and I still look really strong. It's just the way my body is, whether on testosterone or not. It's been stressful because of the dysphoriaâbut this month was when HRT had finally changed me enough that I could begin appreciating it.
This is actually the first time I've been able to appreciate my own body at all, ever!
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In response to this posttransition selfies thread
May, 21 months. I turned 41 years old! There was work training, but now at a car wash. And I almost reached my pre-transition weight again, which unfortunately made most of my clothes impossible to wear.
transition selfies thread
June, 22 months. Had a close call and almost got evicted by the end of May, and the month that followed was pretty frustrating. Spent a lot of it in freeze mode with my mental health kind of deteriorating.
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In response to this posttransition selfies thread
April: 20 months of HRT.
Continuing to improve my makeup skills. I started a new work training programme! Worked at a cafe the first week and had to stuff my hair into this little cap while wearing a workplace uniform. That was really scary, because my gender presentation now had to rely entirely on makeup, voice and the way I moved, while I simultaneously started using the women's locker room.
But I made it! The staff at this place clearly had a strategy in place to make me feel safe. I only really got misgendered by three people (out of dozens and dozens of other programmes participants) and the staff meticulously corrected them each time, sometimes even inserting themselves into conversations just to gender me correctly in front of people who didn't "get it".
This was my first experience with meeting new people after fully transitioning socially 8 months earlier. The confidence boost I got was huge! đ„°
transition selfies thread
May, 21 months. I turned 41 years old! There was work training, but now at a car wash. And I almost reached my pre-transition weight again, which unfortunately made most of my clothes impossible to wear.
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In response to this posttransition selfies thread
yay let's go! another six months!!
Here's March first. I tried to start running again but failed. Got misgendered a bunch too. Honestly I was quite tired a lot of the time, but still had some silliness in me.
I had switched to injections in mid-February and I stopped taking androcur in mid-March.
transition selfies thread
April: 20 months of HRT.
Continuing to improve my makeup skills. I started a new work training programme! Worked at a cafe the first week and had to stuff my hair into this little cap while wearing a workplace uniform. That was really scary, because my gender presentation now had to rely entirely on makeup, voice and the way I moved, while I simultaneously started using the women's locker room.
But I made it! The staff at this place clearly had a strategy in place to make me feel safe. I only really got misgendered by three people (out of dozens and dozens of other programmes participants) and the staff meticulously corrected them each time, sometimes even inserting themselves into conversations just to gender me correctly in front of people who didn't "get it".
This was my first experience with meeting new people after fully transitioning socially 8 months earlier. The confidence boost I got was huge! đ„°
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