Jasmine's Post

@follpvosten I had something similar going on with mlm! but I've pretty much figured it out now: it was dysphoria caused by how it reminded me of my own body. I had tried to be bi a lot, but my brain wouldn't allow me to get anywhere near men because of this.

to me, it doesn't fit under homophobia at all. it didn't predicate attitude or behaviour for me except that mlm was a serious turnoff—but that would only affect situations where I'd be imagining people being physical right? and that's not a thing I do. no judging, I just never enjoyed it at all and it makes me feel uneasy.

and people actually kissing in front of me… all it ever did for me was to make me want to look away, regardless of gender. I used to skip all intimate scenes in movies for example.

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