Average Punk Rock Loser's Post

As an enby, I do like remaining V. Vague as to the direction from which my trans originates. However now on a different site with somewhat different mutuals, I sort of feel like I'm deceiving a little.

I'm afab non-binary, but testosterone somehow ended up first making me feel more stable and comfortable in my skin, at nearly 5 years in, I feel far more "woman" than before I started. Or rather, I guess, I'm comfortable with the amount of woman I am and have been embracing it. Whereas pre-HRT I just always felt like a fake or failed woman and had become very uncomfortable trying to "pass" as such.

Now I've simply got a deeper voice, less hair on my head, (don't care for that part) more body hair to remove, and own many items of pink and girly clothing and am learning makeup that's not flamboyant goth.

I'm a, trans-masculine woman? If I had to try to pin it down. But I don't unless I have to. Gender disaster and P. Pleased with it.